I was the exact same person I am today, but yet, I am so different.
I have changed so much and gone so far only to figure out that I am at the origin again. In fact, I am the origin.
I ran and ran and ran far away and returned. It was only then that I found my true self and everything I really wanted.
I am happy for the past. I am happy for the pain. I am not happy for the pain of my child, but that I can't control 100%.
I am the 18 year old again with hope, dreams and a sense of self unparalleled. I know most people don't have this in their lives. That, for lack of better words, sucks.
I am me and it's pretty grand.
Yeah, well ... I was one of those people in Oklahoma who got the ass-end of the recent ice storm. Power and internet have been up and down for the past week and a half.
Anyhow, let's see if we can pick up where we left off. Here's a little something old-skool.
It also namedrops Jack White and Beck.
So I'm nominating it as a Christmas song.
So there. Nyah.
I do adore this re-interpretation of this holiday "classic". Starts out bored, and as it progresses, Mark E.'s recitation grows increasingly spiteful.
That about sums up my emotions during the holidays!
I realize that one of my options is this Vox account I set up so many months ago. To be honest, I haven't as much as poked around Vox in what seems like ages.
So while I figure out what I'm going to do, I suppose I might as well share some of the few Christmas songs that I actually like. This is one of a handful of holiday tunes recorded by The Fall - one of my favorite bands in the whole wide world. I will be sharing them, along with others, in the coming days.
I want to invite everyone to my myspace page:
http://www.myspace.com/poonariffic
I blog there...and interesting, new things are coming. I'd love you guys to add me on there.
Also, if you have LJ you can add the syndicated feed: http://syndicated.livejournal.com/poony_myspace/profile
The entire universe has changed for me and today ushers in an even better and newer chapter. I can't be beaten nor made to feel I am wrong nor bad for being myself. I will move on and never look back, unlike some people.
Thanks guys. Spread the word.
What's the best way to get on your good side?
Submitted by Manon-It-All.
I hate this question of the day.
I have felt uneasy and funky since yesterday. So, today I am reading my horoscope for yesterday and today and it says I AM GOING TO BE CRANKY. LOL what! So, it's supposed to last until...Thursday. I happen to have nice plans for that day. UM hello universe. Telling me something!!!!!
I began this day as such.
I move forward, in sickness and health with
Myself-
I look toward the past no more,
I do not hate
I do not regret anything I have felt, however
This day, today, is the beginning of everything
As every single day has the capacity for
Greatness.
